I'm sorry & I LOVE u

I know..
I've done big mistakes..

I know..
I've been not protective enough..

I know..
I looked too child-faced..

I know..
I always said the wrong thing at the wrong time..

I know..
I was not able to show my feelings well..

I know..
I'm weak.. mentally & physically..

I know..
I'm not trustworthy..

I know..
that u really love me..
BUT
I broken ur heart..

Mayb..
I'm not ur 白马王子

Mayb..
I'm not ur type

Mayb..
u're right..
I'm housekeeper type, but u're outgoing type
I keep feelings in heart, but u like ur guy to show it out
I'm child-looked, but u're mature-looked
I'm not protective, but u need it

Mayb someday..
u'll met someone
that suits u more
won't do silly mistakes like me
able to protect u
matured
excellence economically
smarter & sweeter tongued
able to show his feelings nicely
mentally & physically strong
won't break promise
won't break ur heart
.
.
.

Argh i said till i'm not worth even a coin..
SOHAI..

Sorry..
i'm really bad mood as well..

I won't blame on u if ur attitude towards me changed
well..
i really hope it won't happens
but i sparked it
i just hope my acts will change ur mind

bcos..
u said
actions talk louder than words

p.s. now i damn hate today's lecture